Guess who has no hair left?

I’m still trying to decide how I feel about my new haircut

It’s obvious that Spencer isn’t used to dealing with menstrual cycles and/or sicknesses, since he’s literally the worst ever at being supportive while I’m miserable hahah.

What he is good at though, is making dinner, so that’s what he’s doing now. And I am thankful for that.

Also this shadow makes me look like I was punched in the eye

Also2.0, look how big Bieberhole is getting!

In this installment of Pictures Of My Belly(as per request of anon), you see that Bieberhole ate a string and half of it is hanging out of her butthole and me and Spencer are fighting over who has to pull it the rest of the way out of her(aka, I’m making Spencer do it.)

Stuck at my mom’s, it’s been a crazy few days.

After being with friends and at the hospital all night anxiously awaiting little Madilyn’s birth(yay, she’s here!!!) and only getting two hours of sleep, my car broke down at 6:30 this morning(AGAIN, after we thought we fixed it last night). So my mom has been driving me around everywhere and letting me use her car to go back up to the hospital to visit everyone(if you’re reading this, you rock mama)

I had to be with Regan all day after getting no sleep, which was absolute hell. I have a headache, I’m cranky, and I feel myself shutting down. I need sleep.

I also need my dumb car to be fixed(hopefully tomorrow it will be) and I also need my boyfriend to get on a freaking plane and get here. He should be here by this weekend, wooohooo!!!!!!

Anyways this is an I love and also hate lots of things about today post. Man I can’t wait to go to sleep.

Sorry that I’ve been kind of non-existent on the internet lately. There is lots going on and I’m either trying to prevent myself from expressing what I’m feeling in order to spare some people the hurt and some people the annoyance, or I just can’t come up with the words to express it. Either way, I’m posting like..barely ever. My anxiety has been bad this week and I’m trying to keep myself and my feelings under control and rational. 

So sorry about that. I’ve been with family and friends a lot. Plus I’m getting ready to go pick up Spencer-he’ll be home in Portland by this weekend!-and preparing for him to move in. Which is a big step and I’m definitely feeling the feelings of that big step. Eeek.

Anyways, right now I’m going to go watch Miss Representation with some family and then take Bieberhole to the vet because the poor baby has worms.

Have a lovely day

Just us girls snuggling and counting down the days until papa bear is curled up in bed with us(which is hopefully only 11 days if he finishes up this job quickly!)

This is a weird picture, it’s really hard to get a good one with Bieberhole.

I just wanted to post to update you all.

It’s been a rough weekend. I got a couple of bits of really upsetting news. The most important is that cancer is probably going to take my uncle within the next couple of days. He has been fighting it for a very long time, and his family just moved here from Nashville knowing he didn’t have much time left, and knowing they wanted to be with family when the time came. My family is obviously having a rough time because of this, especially his wife and two kids. So I’ve been spending time with family, and probably will continue to. So that’s why things may be depressing or I may not be posting much of anything at all.

For right now me and Bieberhole are going to head over to my moms for a bit, then I have some family to visit, and a baby shower to attend tonight.

I hope you all have an amazing day filled with love

I’m wearing a bra for the first time in probably like….4 months. And it feels like my tits are taking over. They’re just right there. I forgot what cleavage felt like. Wish me luck on my bra endeavors.

(i also have a GIANT zit right in the middle of my eyebrows wish my luck with that gem too)

Bieberhole is being a big fat cunt and I’m 2 seconds away from smooshing her because I’m irritated that she’s scratching me and on top of that I have to drink this disgustingly tart juice because my vagina is all messed up and I need it to go back to normal and on top of THAT I have this weird plantain herb all rubbed up on my dermal hoping I can get it to heal

Anyways I went to my naturopath today and it was an awesome visit I set some goals for my knee stuff, figure out my vagina stuff, got some advice about my dermal stuff, and decided what bitch control route I’m going

So I feel very good about that all, but at the moment everything sucks and hurts and I need Bieberhole to stop scratching me and just love on me.

Bieberhole’s all time favorite place to sleep

And by favorite I mean she won’t sleep anywhere else besides under my chin and I really have to pee

Hellllllll yeah look what I just bought!

Twilight Princess, I’m coming to finish you! Finally!!!

The greasiest hair

I’m nauseous as shit and I’m so tired I can hardly function but I have to go to a party and what would you say if I told you I laid down for a nap 30 minutes ago only to have people text me the whole time and then finally when the texting stopped it was time to get up and go to the party…and I may have cried a little because that’s how tired I am and how badly I want to bail on this party tonight? Would you make fun of me?

But alas, I love Adam, I want to celebrate with him, I got him a cute present, and I’m bringing the black licorice we “bond over”(as Brittany so adorably put it).

Anyways this is me wanting to whine I guess because I just literally feel like punching something that’s how frustrated I am that the last half hour did not result in a nap.

I just want to stop being sick already. It’s been days of this shit

GOOOOOOD morning Tumblr, say hello to my sleepy eyes

I had an amazing time at the beach with my mom! But I got stuck in traffic on my way home and had to cancel my babysitting job, which was okay in the end because then I got to go shopping with Kelsey! And then I got my new underwear in the mail!! And THEN I got to come home and FINALLY have time to sit down and chat with my boyfriend, which hasn’t really happened in almost a week so that was very lovely. 

I got to show off my new undies, and I showed him all the awesome stuff I’ve been buying for our new place(that we don’t even have yet). Anyways he loved all the stuff I got so that made me really happy!

And now today I have…no plans! So that means making breakfast and watching Breaking Bad until something pops up. Woop! Have a good day kiddos!